Getting there

I know people are always trying to be kind and keep their mouths shut but for pete's Sake people when you look like I do down below-don't hold your tongues tell me so I can never make it happen again. I tried searching for some body shots of the old me-and sadly I had a hard time finding any because I avoided the camera like the plague (maybe that isn't a sad thing after all). I have been working really hard the past 6 months to get down to a healthy size again. It really has been a learning experience to loose weight I have had to read, study, try different things. Obviously everything works different for everyone and that is why there are so many diet books and fads out there. I have found that it takes a lot of psychological will power, mental meditation, exercise, support, unhappy times, happy times, but it can happen.I know it's not the greatest of pictures because I was talking to mark but it might show a little of what I am talking about. So now after all my HARD HARD, did I say HARD work I am now back to a healthy size, (I actually hit my goal weight over a month and a half ago), I am in a size of pants that I haven't fit in since middle school, I have great goals always in check, I am healthier and fitter than I have ever been and HAPPY. Now of course the work is not done I have to loose about 10 more pounds, tone it up a bit and keep it off-but I never want to look like I do in the pictures from the past 5 years. On to the new and better me. Next time you see me hopefully I am even better!!! GETTING THERE